Nadir

Magic Doors

I can’t deny what I’ve become.

I’m just emotionally undone.

I can’t deny.

I can’t be someone else.

When I have tried to find the words to describe this sense, absurd.

Try to resist my thoughts, but I can’t lie:

I’m losing myself. My desire I can’t hide; no reason am I for.

I can’t divide, or hide from me.

I don’t know who I’m supposed to be.

I guess it’s just the person that I am?

Often I’ve dreamt that I don’t wake;

Enjoy the gift of my mistake;

But yet again I’m wrong and I confess,

I’m losing myself. My desire I can’t hide; no reason am I for.