Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Nadir

Magic Doors

I can’t deny what I’ve become.
I’m just emotionally undone.
I can’t deny.
I can’t be someone else.
When I have tried to find the words to describe this sense, absurd.
Try to resist my thoughts, but I can’t lie:

I’m losing myself. My desire I can’t hide; no reason am I for.

I can’t divide, or hide from me.
I don’t know who I’m supposed to be.
I guess it’s just the person that I am?
Often I’ve dreamt that I don’t wake;
Enjoy the gift of my mistake;
But yet again I’m wrong and I confess,

I’m losing myself. My desire I can’t hide; no reason am I for.